It’s not your time yet...

To the I,
Honesty in adversity, strength in failure
To know when to back off and when to fight tooth and claw
Darkness is thy soul
A fire of humanity that drowns thy soul out
I am not the image of others
Or the image of my heart
Live as if you meant a damn
Die as if…

To the unborn,
What more can one do than offer their life for yours?
I am sorry
What more can be said than to have dreamt you an infinite lifetimes?
I am sorry
What more can be done than to say I will never forget?
I am sorry
What more is left than to say I failed?
Can you forgive me?
Can I forgive myself?

To the dead,
I will not break my promises
I will honor your memory
I will help justify your existence
You made me who I am
I love you all.
Thank you.

To the living,
I promise my life
My humanity,
My everything
We are all brothers and sisters
Together we are stronger!
Divided in weakness we all fall
All are equal
No one has the right to take another’s life
Unconditional love is all my eyes see

To the one,
I could not see, not past the me
I have grown up, but some times it’s too late
You are my everything and wish you the happiness I denied
To have one who saw the real me
God gave me nirvana if only for a short 9 months
“Life is too short to be angry, it’s the quiet times we should devote our hearts and energy to, the time that really matters.”
I weep at the truth you granted my life.


To the other,
You took half of me away as if it were yours to take
Hate, bitterness and bleakness
Are words you made me live
Forgiveness is hard
Forgetting is impossible
You are a lesson that shall test me to my last breath


To my hatred,
I will one day over come you and your sin upon me.


To the friends and family,
Above all else you give me the strength of love
All I can promise is that loyalty back
And to be the person you know me to be


To my dream,
I cannot forget all those that have contributed to my life
I will not let life get in the way of my destiny
I will reach the high goals you have set for me


To the me,
Everything is right
Everything is wrong
“You cannot save them all”
I will die trying.


I shall live by this creed.